I'm feeling ok today. I didn't take any of the medi-SIN... Mom's threatening to snoop if I don't give up my d-land account... Life's a bitch ain't it...
I can't grow up... I'm never gonna grow up or amount to anything... I'm gonna stay a fucking child forever...
I'm so angry right now, I just need to get it all out. No matter what I do or say I'm wrong, I'm always wrong, I'm tired of being wrong...
All I want to do is fulfill my dreams, or at least work towards my dreams... I feel like I'm not even allowed to fulfill my dreams, like my dreams aren't good enough or something... It's all hell... it's all shit... that's what I have to say about that.
I refuse to give up my diaryland account... I'm not talking to anyone on here, and nobody talks to me. I should be able to write whatever the hell I want... I feel stifled, I feel strangled, I feel suffocated, snuffed-out... Like a candle that someone has just pinched out...
